• Silver Linings, Tarnished Or Not

    Time is weird.

    I am feeling time different these days. I’m not going to say I’ve managed to climb out of this anxiety hole. Today was one of the worst. I don’t want to deal with the depression I feel creeping in. I don’t have time for that. It’s just terribly inconvenient.

    I am, however, tired of writing about it. I need to step outside of it, at least for a few minutes.

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  • I’m A Motherfucking Bad Ass

    It’s Friday night and I talked with Mountain Girl this evening. She is a balm. I needed her because these past few weeks have been horrible.

    I told her how my anxiety feels physically painful and about the amount of weight I have lost because eating is difficult. My throat tightens and it’s hard to even drink water.

    I told her that I felt like there is a saber tooth tiger at my shoulder and I can nearly feel one of those impossibly long teeth ready to bite down.

    Let me just say that the motherfucker would have to work at that shit because my neck and shoulder muscles are so tight that my baby boy can’t work them out and he usually can get them in line. 

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  • International Moment of Frustration Scream Day

    Yep. This is today. Today is the “International Moment of Frustration Scream Day”.

    I feel like I’ve been training my whole life for this day.

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