I got this title, kind of, from season 5, episode 1 of Buffy. This is the episode where Buffy goes up against Count Dracula and during the episode, she calls herself “repeato girl”.

Aside for Christopher: Sorry about the spoiler, but it’s totally not my fault that you’ve dropped the Buffy ball. Also, something rather jarring happens at the end of the first episode of season five, but not nearly as jarring as what happens on the last episode of season 5. Doesn’t that make you want to start watching again?

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I learned a new term today: Collapsed narcissist.

The idea behind the term is not new to me, I just didn’t know the phrase. Kind of like learning my dad’s brand of being an asshole had the name “malignant narcissism”.

My brain insists on spelling out “malignant narcissism” to the tune of the Oscar Mayer bologna song. 

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I spend a lot of energy fretting over this question.

Are you mad? 

One of the most difficult, most anxiety inducing fears for me is that I’ve made someone angry.

The reason is not hard to figure out.

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