This change is so hard for me.
I went back and reread the recent posts I’ve written about anxiety and how I’m feeling and it occurred to me that I really only skimmed the surface.
I do not feel like I made a mistake taking this new job.
Except that’s not the truth. There is a part of me that truly believes I would be better off at my old job. It was safe. And I had twice as much vacation time.
Have you seen Eddie Izzard’s stand up? Because if not, you are missing out. He’s fucking hilarious.
I stole one of his jokes for my title.
We need bees you guys. I am not an expert in any field, least of all bees, but I feel confident in saying that bees are important to our continued survival.
I’ve been reading The Bloggess’s blog for a few years now. She speaks very openly about her issues with mental illness and while I am sorry that anyone suffers from mental illness, it is comforting to know that we’re not alone in the world.
One phrase that I’ve read in her blog over and over is this: Depression Lies.